While I lie in deep despair While I suffer mortal agony While I am alone, deeply empty into my bones While I wonder what, if anything, will ever change… There you go again… I turn to You. I gaze into your wondrous eyes. I look into that beauty that is mine. I allow it toContinue reading “Poem – Thankful and Grateful”
Background: I wrote this poem in a time of dire need working in a tire shop. I was being verbally abused on a daily basis by a narcissistic manager who was then replaced by another verbally abusive manager. This is an ode to my pain and hardship and God providing in spite of it all.Continue reading “Poem – Everything’s Alright”
It’s been a long hard road Every day fraught with trouble. I’ve been fight or flight It’s been so long, It could be my whole life. Always fighting fear and pain. Troubled thoughts Trying to drag me into the grave. No room for self No room for love No room for others amongst these thoughts.Continue reading “Rest for the Weary”
I look at you And I shake at the knees Even one day ahead Too much for me to perceive To Control you is impossible To take hold of you improbable Let Go and Let God It’s all that remains.
Don’t you know? Can you not perceive? Are you so unwise? Do you lack such insight? Do you not look into my eyes to see? Do you open your ears to hear? My Great Love for you! My Great Love for you! My Lord, Adonai I have refused to hear I have refused to seeContinue reading “Poem – Great Love of Mine”
While his mother was foraging, this little cub was stumbling around through the bushes and downed trees picking berries as he was able to reach them. At times succeeding, and at other times failing and falling back into the bushes. Little bear You are so cared for Your mother never losing sight of you NotContinue reading “Roaming Among the Berries”
Sit Back for a Moment, Breath… Stare into the beauty, Stare into the intentionality. This is same heart you were made with This is the same substance you were designed with This is the love you were made for This is the life you deserve.
Long Lost in Lonely Darkness I now see the Light So long have I been waiting To take hold of you Discovering what’s greater than gold. Such sorrow, so much pain! It’s all now been released to You. Everything I have, everything I am I now give to you No longer do I hold. GriefContinue reading “Long Lost in Lonely Darkness”
In the idea of night I search for You. Is there hope in my plight? Do I breathe life’s deepest need? What sorrow has been undone? Rivers calm Heart runs wild Mind never stops Love run wild I’ve lost control Where do I begin? Poisoned blood pumps through my veins Mind wrought with invading floods.Continue reading “You and I”
Can I hold on tight? Fear pursuing, Dead of Night, Lies prey on my mind. Can I trust something so distant? Will I fall into the lies of fear? Or will I hold onto the hope of truth? My God, be my faith before light. Why Oh why in the darkness do I hide? ThereContinue reading “Glimpse of Light in the Dark of Night”