While I lie in deep despair While I suffer mortal agony While I am alone, deeply empty into my bones While I wonder what, if anything, will ever change… There you go again… I turn to You. I gaze into your wondrous eyes. I look into that beauty that is mine. I allow it to wash over me and sooth me. This perfect love, You I cannot deny. I’ve turned away all others, but you have kept my eye. Look at all You have done… I believe You will keep on doing. You keep me in perfect peace; My heart is steadfast on Your love. I suffer mortal agony; I weep for tears of wanting Your glory to wash away fear. Trusting, I set aside my wanting. Believing, I set aside my despairing doubt. Reality, You are within me. I am not alone; not even if I want. Thankful Lord, I am so Grateful Lord. Jesus died and bled, For my life, so much yet unsaid. I smile into the glory of Your Light; I trust it is always shining bright. My Savior, My Redeemer, My Creator, My All. Be here, into Your arms I fall.