Teach me Your ways O’ Lord Show me what it is to do Your Will Lead me in ways of righteousness Confusion haunts the wandering mind. How to discern what is true? How to discern what is false? How to know the difference between? Which water will bring life and which will bring sickness? ReligionContinue reading “Fighting to Believe”
Author Archives: Ryan Bowser
UNASHAMED
Abba, They haunt me Voices, They haunt me. Speaking to me in endless night. They remind me that I am nothing They threaten to leave me abandoned They tell me I will be alone They leave me with no voice. They…You You remind me of my worth You tell me I am never alone YouContinue reading “UNASHAMED”
Poetry: Where to Go, What to Do?
Here, Hard to say much more than that Hard to explain where we’re at Hard to make out up from down Yet maybe more clear than ever. Long Waiting, Patiently on the seashore Watching the wind and the waves Months and months go by no change When will the sun break Day. Nuclear winter, SkyContinue reading “Poetry: Where to Go, What to Do?”
Poetry: Stepping Out on the Water
Haunting Fear Creeps at the door Seeps through every crevice Deep down dark below. Weighing down Like a blanket of darkness Covering every glimmer Blocking light and glow. Why must you persist? Why must you keep knocking? Darkness, be gone! I’m done with your haunting. Circumstances keep coming Your Love never fails Faith in Hell?Continue reading “Poetry: Stepping Out on the Water”
Fear and Courage
All healthy men fear. If we did not fear, we’d conclude that something was mentally wrong with us, and yet the same can be said when fear takes a gripping hold over our life. So fear is a balance between maintaining healthy fear while not falling into the grip of unhealthy fear. I believe forContinue reading “Fear and Courage”
Poetry – Relapse into Panic
Knives They dive deep into my gut Rolling around like sickness Devastating blow to my body I fall to the ground Can’t get up Floods of tingling waves Too deep to Explain Stabbing, fear, hurt, sickness They are all I feel Those I trust They hurt so much Adonai, What escape do I have fromContinue reading “Poetry – Relapse into Panic”
Poetry/Psalm/Prayer: Recurring Tide
High Tide Bright Light Washes like glowing Ice Breaking through the constancy of life. Try to hide No use in lies Finding Truth Only revealed by light Winter’s snow covers Deep insulting scars Leaving man to wonder Left painfully under cover. Hope, Hope in the invisible Hope in the impossible Hope in the improbable. CanContinue reading “Poetry/Psalm/Prayer: Recurring Tide”
Poetry: The Birth of Dawn
Seek Heal Relief All so Ill Adonai We need Your fill Hashem May it be Your will. Music to my ears Beneath the wings cascading feel We’ve become so unreeled Wildfire haze, clear sky reveal. Sunrise, Mid-day Look up, children let’s play! Orange glow no more Midnight no longer in day! Dance, the dawn breaks!Continue reading “Poetry: The Birth of Dawn”
Poetry: Unbreakable
Strong I stand Though my enemy besiege me; Day and night He is unrelenting, But I will never bow down I bow to none but Yeshua. Arrows and weapons fall upon me, I am surrounded; But He has never left my side I am not alone I stand strong in Ruach Ruach in me likeContinue reading “Poetry: Unbreakable”
Poetry: The Night Abyss
Tired Long Last What am I doing? Where have I come from? And where have I gone? Dim night Horizon. Drawn up behind a cloak Too broke to loathe Too…too..I can’t evoke. Be me Fall to your knees What do you feel? Night sky Distant cry Or unreeled? Be me for a day Be meContinue reading “Poetry: The Night Abyss”
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